i know i do
i isolate myself
it's nothing new
i focus on one thing
lost in a job
everything else piles up
i live like a slob
i let myself burn out
and get dismissed
and when i look around
at all i missed
all the lost contacts
friends faded away
i do it to myself
what can i say
so here i am again
looking for a friend
singing one more lonely song
seems it has no end
who could care enough
when i make it so tough
how can anyone get close to
a child who never learned to trust
this is the life i know
and nothing else
i give this life away
not to myself
i dream of someone
who understands
who can somehow get through
my open hands
hands always open are a lie
they never close to hold on
when no one feels wanted
they are soon gone
a heart afraid to show any need
just pushes everyone away
a heart afraid to trust can only bleed
and without trust
love does not stay
so here i am again
looking for a friend
singing on more lonely song
seems it has no end
who could care enough
when i make it so tough
how can anyone get close to
a child who never learned to trust
crumbling inside
always denied
from the start
hearts lied
trust died
can only hide
behind false pride
a broken heart
love lied
trust died
here i am again
looking for a friend
singing on more lonely song
seems it has no end
who could care enough
when i make it so tough
how can anyone get close to
a child who never learned to trust
