Saturday, July 7, 2018

Taking a Break (Again)

I guess we're taking a break again
I hope it wasn't anything I did or said
you asked for a favor this weekend and I gave it
and since them there's been that awkward silence
that comes when you are pulling away
I don't know what to do or say

I guess we're drifting apart again
and later you will tell me it's all in my head
when you need a favor you'll be back in touch
and until then I'll wonder why the sharing stops
as suddenly as it does...
maybe the answer to why is just because

You don't help me find what I need
You don't care to know if I bleed
You don't want to know about me
so why do I want you to be
my family?

Is it all the time and energy
I invested in you
Is it all the love and money
I gave to you
Is it all the different parts of me
I trusted to you
When you needed me
I was there for you
all I want
is for you to be there for me too

But I guess we're taking a break again
I hope it wasn't anything I did or said
I give you anything you ask when you want it
and then I don't hear from your for a week or more
in these times when you are pulling away
I don't know what to do or say

I guess we're drifting apart again
should I believe it's all in my head?
when you need somrthing you'll be back in touch
and until then I'll wonder why the sharing stops
as suddenly as it does...
maybe the answer to why is just because